Can't or Won't?

{28/12/2007}   The Silent Scream
It was a monster. Riping my flesh, eating me from inside out. It was full of rage and resentment. It shone a happy blue and cried tears of red. It had talons that dripped with poisonous dreams of pink, reminiscents of other times. It trashed and roared and yet no sound was heard. And outside nothing was noticed and silence clung to my throat. 

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